Saturday, August 23, 2008

My second day

pathetic! promised myself to blog a week ago - it has been 2 weeks since my 1st day of blogging. guess "changing" myself to blogging is not that happening. after all, i'm facing the real test of change myself!
i remember watching "House" last week when dr house refused to accept that his (only) friend - forgot that doc's name!" has been changed by seeing someone. if i recall correctly, dr house literally said "people don't change". cut the story short, he finally conceeded that his friend was changed by that new girlfriend of his - whilst maintaining that his friend still, had not changed - rather be changed by someone. well - one thing soesn't change though - dr house himself.
i was (then) itching to blog about this.... at least, i got to do it after all.

had a round of golf this morning - after a 2-week absence. for sure - i still have not changed when it comes to golf!!!! been very inconsistent where i started off with an extremely poor first nine, getting only 9 pts (out of a par-18 pts stableford scoring) i.e. 5 blown holes whilst losing one sleeve of balls..... but scored 22pts in the back nine. scoring wise = 56 + 42= 98. &%$#@!!!
been promising myself to start playing serious golf - but that word again - change, change, change (i sure hope that there's no one in this www would for no apparent reason, google for the word change?!. so, why? why is it not easy to change yourself? so, can you imagine having task(s) to initiate change?

its not the system, nor the mambo-jumbo of those change-school-of-thoughts - one simple truth = people! gotta really manage this issue vis-a-vis others! & to be fair - start with you yourself!

can i offer a really, really good excuse for not updating my bolg over the last 2 weeks? been terribly caught up with work of late. i have this impending funding matters (a lot of those!), then the EGM, the financial advisors bla bla bla. am i not dividing my time accordingly? big no!

life's too hectic i would say!

it's been late, almost 1am. kids are flat already since 10pm just now & my wife (yeah, my wife - you try to comment picking on the wife again!??) is probably dreaming about going shopping by now! she did help me to spell my 1st word herewith - pathetic, though!
time to sign off my friend........ for those who happen to read this blogg of mine - 1) go play golf so as you can understand what i wrote earlier on & 2) change-"lah"!!!??

p/s have not really, realy started on my change-project yet though! howeeverrrrrr - did manage to "test water' couple of days - & the test result? = people don't change! so how????? guess i better rephrase that = people don't just simple change.... they need to be changed!? no matter how you interprate that - for certain, i have to do something about it!

adios & selamat malam - gotta wake up early tmow morning - rather next morning, which happens to be SUNDAY - work work work!

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